Confuse

Confuse

When u have nothing to choose
When u have no choices
When u have to choose

The last phrase buat saya rasa, hmm which one is the best for me. Semoga Allah mentakdirkan yang terbaik, saya sangat percaya dengan Qada n Qadar. In the midst of choosing, sampai tidur pun terfikir, kadang-kadang susah nak tidur, harini bangun tidur sakit kepala.

Layan lagu ni makes me relief a bit, Father n Son from Cat Steven @ muslim name, Yusuf Islam, Alhamdulillah. The lyrics is superb, it makes me cry :')

Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just relax, take it easy.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to know.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.

I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,
To be calm when you've found something going on.
But take your time, think a lot,
Why, think of everything you've got.
For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.

Son
How can I try to explain, when I do he turns away again.
It's always been the same, same old story.
From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.

Father
It's not time to make a change,
Just sit down, take it slowly.
You're still young, that's your fault,
There's so much you have to go through.
Find a girl, settle down,
If you want you can marry.
Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.
(Son-- Away Away Away, I know I have to
Make this decision alone - no)
Son
All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,
It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.
If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them They know not me.
Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go.
(Father-- Stay Stay Stay, Why must you go and
Make this decision alone?)

I Just Can't Stand The...

I Just Can't Stand The...

How can i lying to my heart . . .

How can i lying to my heart . . .

CHAIYOK IZZATI !

CHAIYOK IZZATI !

:)

:)

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Almost

Almost

Wow. well done im done it well allright all is right. apa-apa pun. semester 5 telah tamat dengan jayanya. jaya atau tak jaya kita serah dekat DIA. usaha, doa, tawakkal, semoga diberi yang setimpal atau lebih lagi (:

Percaya atau tidak percaya, mahu percaya atau tidak mahu percaya, percayalah you have 1 semester left. sometimes, i take a times pondering how time flies. it almost 3 years i have been here somehow i feels like yesterday. so yesterday ! such in a split second *later i will feel* i'll be in another phase of life, KERJA. just wish, walau di dampar di mana aku mahu yang terbaik aku cuba yang terbaik.

Perihal menyambung pengajian ke postgrad, it just flying up flying down *nama pun fly mesti high kan* in my mind. tak tahu nak cakap tapi nanti nak isi form postgrad tentu aku terjebak sekali. just wait and see but im more to not further my study but so many but.

I can't be as innocent as you :)

Live Goes On and Get So heavy

Live Goes On and Get So heavy

Di Telan Mati Aku Di luah Mati Kau

Di Telan Mati Aku Di luah Mati Kau

Turun. lagi?

Turun. lagi?

Cukup sebulan masuk kampus, aku cek berat. sebab rasa makin kurus. ok fine. i lost 2 kg. what?? kuat sangat ke study. memang tak sebab aku study time nak test je. setakat ni baru ada 2 test. hua hua. hectic sangat ke life as final year student. it doesnt actually, setakat ni tak lagi. lepas ni ada la. tak ada kaitan langsung, setakat ni. ok aku dah final year *sambil tampar-tampar pipi sampai pink*..

Makan macam biasa macam dulu-dulu tapi still turun. aigoooo. haritu saja-saja singgah dekat herbalife booth. diorang ada supplement untuk gain weight. mak datuk rm 300 ++ per month kau ! mak tak mampuuu ~

Renovation in progress

Renovation in progress

NotSoPermanentHousemates

NotSoPermanentHousemates

Bayangkan. ceceh. rumah yang sementara aku diami dalam 3 bulan untuk latihan industri di diami 6 orang. semuanya kuliyyahmate aku. semuanya menjalani latihan industri. tapi yang da boom nya 5 out of 6, semuanya birthday dalam jangka masa kami duduk rumah tu. kesian yang sorang tu ! haha.

Yang pertama mencemar duli adalah aku, 14 Jun. aku mandi, tiba-tiba nak keluar toilet gelap. pastu diorang nyanyi-nyanyi happy birthday bagai bawak kek lilin sambil amik video aku yang naked baru keluar toilet. ceit.

Yang kedua mencemar duli adalah Mira, 27 Jun seminggu selepas bday aku. kitorang surprisekan Mira dengan tutup lampu bilik time tu die tengah gayut dengan pak we Mesir die kut. haha kalau Mira baca ni confirm mengamuk. tapi tak berapa nak surprise sebab time nak pegi pasang lilin die nampak wahahha tapi beliau buat bodoh saje.

Yang ketiga mencemar duli adalah Wani, 2 July juga seminggu selepas bday Mira kat atas ni. penat tak agak-agak sambut bday tiap-tiap minggu? haha. yang ni, Wani keluar rumah amik barang dengan makcik die, die masuk rumah kitorang dah siap-siap tutup lampu tunggu die buka pintu je. terus surprise kan ! nyanyi-nyanyi and so on..

Yang keempat mencemar duli adalah Sheila, 13 July juga seminggu selepas bday Wani. budak ni kaki tidur awal. kitorang memang cuak dah takut-takut die tidor. sebab kalo die tidor, memang sudah sikit nak bangun. memang die dah tidur time kitorang nak celebrate tuh. tapi nasib baik senang jugak nak bangun. maybe tak tidur lagi kut time tuh, tengah berangan. kot? macam biasa, nyanyi-nyanyi. . .

Yang kelima dan terakhir mencemar duli adalah Adiy, 22 July juga seminggu selepas bday Sheila. yang ni kita kasi lain sikit lah. kek pun dah besar kira advance lah sikit. selalu celebrate kat rumah je, kali ni kat Sani Kuew Teow. recommended ! kuew teow die best bravo ! sambil-sambil tengok Chelsea vs Msia. aku bagi pihak housemates juga nak ucapkan tq dekat Mr.Din yang sudi simpan kek dekat rumah die dulu and bawa kek ke warung ! juga tq untuk Mr.Burn yang sudi belanja kami !

Inilah housemates aku selama 3 bulan praktikal. Dari kiri, aku, Put, Mira, Adiy, Sheila, Wani. Put lah gerangan yang out of 5 tuh ! haha sian ko Put. tak pe Put, ada ubi ada batas ada hari kami balas ! tungguuuu~ heheh

Perasan tak, kami memang tak ada modal nak surprise. asyik-asyik tutup lampu je. memang. best jugak main baling-baling telur kunyit neh. tapi best jugak nak kemas-kemas mop lantai kan? pastu nak buat prank-prank best jugak kan? tapi, tak pe lah kita buat cara paling terpuji. haha. lagi satu, nampak tak revolusi kek-kek di atas? makin advanceeee kot. bayangkan 5 minggu berturut-turut makan kek. hahaha

Delete

Delete

Sedang gigih mendelete email yang tak pernah aku delete sejak beberapa tahun yang lalu. email ni aku create since form 4 kalau tak silap. sebab tu nama dia macam kanak-kanak ribena sikit strawbery bery bagai. har har har. lama dah aku nak buat email baru, gmail. nak buat nama yang lebih mature. mature? awww awww. ok tak payah nak mature sangat lah kann. yang penting aku senang nak sebut, orang senang nak tulis or vice versa whatsoeva yang penting memudahkan dan ada nilai commercialiaze and marketable. ok, commercialiaze and marketable tu boleh blah. haha. tapi tak terbuat jugak, sebab dah banyak benda aku guna email nih. tapi segan jugak kalau orang tanya, berbelit-belit lidah nak sebut. aishhh

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Kebersihan Sebahagian Daripada Iman

Kebersihan Sebahagian Daripada Iman

Time creeps by so slowly when you are waiting

Time creeps by so slowly when you are waiting

Waktu minggu first praktikal, ya ampun serious lama nak mati rasa seminggu tu dah macam sebulan tunggu menjelangnya weekend. pejam celik pejam celik, aku sudah berada di minggu ke-6. bermakna tinggal 6 minggu lagi praktikal. sekejap sahaja masa silih berganti berlalu. tanpa disedari. erk, tapi kerja aku tak siap-siap lagi. kerja apa? kalau rajin aku cerita.

my daily routine. turun tangga 5 tingkat. okay, rumah aku 5th floor tambah G floor aku kira 6 tingkatlah. tiada lif. then, jalan-jalan menyelusuri 2 3 biji blok rumah flat lintas jalan tunggu bas seranas. kat sini banyak choices public transport. sebenarnya, bukan banyak pun 2 je, rapidKL n Seranas tapi kekerapan trip menyebabkan ia bukan masalah besar kepada warga penduduk kat sini ke sana ke mari termasuklah aku yang tak punya transport sendiri a.k.a kereta. kalau motor gua surrender gua tak berani bawak area shah alam walaupun aku punya lesen b2 yang sah di cop sirim.

aku prefer bus seranas. sebab apa? sebab tambang 50$ je nyah ! mana you nak cari key ell ni ! tambang bus sekolah aku kat kampung dulu pun 80$. rapidKL punya tambang 1.00 $. tapi macam biasa, aku naik bus seranas bersama 1 Malaysia. indon, bangla, india, cina juga kadazandusun. haha. mak aihhh. tak sah kalau tak berdiri area tangga. ding dong ding dong, sampailah sirim. jalan lagi. jauh gila lagi ke dalam sirim.

sampai lah kami kat ofis. actually, aku and my friend a.k.a housmate. kadang-kadang kami menyinggah di kafe dulu beli kuih-muih seringgit dua buat pengalas perut sebelum lunch time.

Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's Day

father. the greatest gift i had

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honor to
Who should I pay good mind to?
After Allah
And Rasulullah

Comes your MOTHER
Who next? Your MOTHER
Who next? Your MOTHER
And then your Father

Growing Old Is Mandatory, Growing Up Optional

Growing Old Is Mandatory, Growing Up Optional

happy birthday ** to me ! angka itu. sungguh tak ku sangka dah ** tahun aku hidup. err. dah boleh ngundi la tapi kan. tapi kan nak undi colour ape ek. merah hitam kuning kelabu. yang mana pilihan kalbu? oh dah stop kalau merapu memang kau pandai. jom kita makan kek :)

di ofis. tq mereka mereka yang terlibat !

di rumah. bersama housemates. im really really really appreciate it ! thanks my buddies !

internship

internship

this is my department. the main is Engineering Consulting Centre --> Joining & Inspection Services Section --> NDT Laboratory. i do my intenship at NDT laboratory. NDT stand for Non - Destructive Testing. if u wanna know further about NDT, u're allow to google.

monday blues ! yeah. im really on it. what a heaven weekend ! but im not gonna say what a hell weekdays. monday is always blues until you come to friday. actually, i wanna vlog about my practical training, for my future reading. but yeah what the seth tan im quite lazy to write. oh ya, im following nora elena. that was influenced by my housemates.

sedang berlakon buat kerja

scar

scar

what i can say. that was just like putting lime on a scar. what did u feel ? for sure u will feel nothing unless the wound still not recover. for this storyline condition, the wound had changed to scar already and can never be a wound.

scar. is it possible for scar to return wound ? i think it is impossible, but it will become possible if the wound not completely recover BUT u thought that was completely recover. in other words ; scar. externally, it looks scar. but we don't know.

for diabetic person, it is not much easy *i don't know medical term for that EASY term* for them to recover after wounding due to diabetic reasons. i have no intention to explain this if u wanna know just ask the good one, the medical doctor for brief explanation.

life. they say, life goes on. we can compare life with something in universe, for more understanding. i tot ? macam, hidup seperti roda, kadang-kadang di atas, kadang di bawah. that my words mean. so, i don't want myself to be like diabetic person. where the wound not easy to recover ; not easy to become completely a scar.

when it fully a scar. then, u can use MEDERMA. hahaha




notajari : kita rasa ia parut, tapi bila tekan sikit rasa sakit. its ok lambat sembuh lambat laun sembuh jugak, tapi jangan tambah bernanah-nanah pula. berat mata menengok berat lagi hati me@#$%^. haih whatsoever lah.

Bila mau naik ?

Bila mau naik ?

Aku rasa aku perlukan exercise yang istiqamah pada tiap-tiap petang dalam usaha untuk menaikkan berat badan. sekian.

Fuhhh

Fuhhh

Berhabuk. bersawang. cehh, nak jugak sebut ayat lapuk typical blogger yang lama tak update blog. sekian lama sudah dalam 2 bulan begitulah. puncanya sebab internet dekat kampus lambat barangkali, juga tiada idea. oh, maknanya dekat rumah la sekarang. yup !

Namun, aku cuti tak lama seperti mahasiswa mahasiswi yang lain. 4 bulan ohh. aku terpaksa menjalani latihan industri. praktikal atau kata lainnya. bermula minggu depan sampai seminggu puasa. lama takkk lama takk. takpe, shifting to another phase of life. this is about practicing, learning and gaining some/a lot of knowledges. aku akan buat yang terbaeeek ! selagi aku mampu. Ok. aku tak ada mood nak cerita lebih. byee

disinilah tempat aku akan praktikal. Sirim Shah Alam
aku bukan kerja kat gerobok kecik kat depan ni heh. bangunan kat belakang tuu
pi mai pi mai tang tu jugak. Shah Alam.